This post has nothing to do with Lupus.  Just a warning that you may be shocked.

We have an "adult book store" near our house.  I don't know how long its been there but it seems like forever.  I pass often and I never really notice it.  Its a clean building with beige stucco walls, and white louvered windows.   A sign outside, that I think says Adult book store but I can't remember the full name of the store.  People seem to park in the back away from traffic so I really don't see anyone entering or leaving. 

This is the funny part. The only time I've ever noticed the place is when the men are protesting.  The signs state it is a sin and the building should be torn down.  I think these men who are hanging outside this establishment might want to reconsider this protest.  I don't think they realize its helping business and not hurting it.  It's a free promotion to the store.  People are naturally curious to see what is behind those closed doors.  Especially, when signs say it's a sin.... just saying.

Oh by the way, the man who owns this store, owns 2 more.  He has made a small fortune for himself.

Pretty in Purple

Hal and I went to the Tri-State Lupus Symposium this past Saturday.  I was a bit nervous since I didn't know what to expect.  Was I going to learn something new?  No, not much except, I forgot, people with Lupus never look sick. 

This month is Breast Cancer awareness.  Everything is so pink, including the eggs have a pink stamp on them.  Please don't get me wrong, I'm very much wanting to see a cure for breast cancer and all types cancers.  My dear friend has cancer and its very painful to watch her struggle with the physical and emotional issues.  I walked this year in the Komen Race for the Cure.  Komen has sued many companies for their use of "for the cure."  It is a trademarked catch phrase which controls the breast cancer brand name.  Scary?

http://blog.oup.com/2010/12/breast-cancer/  Talks about the Pink

When does Lupus get its awareness?  When do we get our support from the NFL, MBA, the banks, the Dairy and Egg Foundation of America? When do we get 10 cents for every lid returned to the manufacturer for a cure?  There are approximately 1.5 million Americans and 5 million people worldwide who have some type of Lupus. 

I have Lupus.  I guess I need to start the fight for awareness but where do I start?

To be continued....I'm not done being pissed off.

Pears in pink?  The Philadelphia Skyscrapers in pink at night?

Biggest Winner

On Monday, my co-workers and I are going to start The Biggest Loser contest.  I'm so competitive,  I need to win.  I hope my Lupus doesn't get in the way of my crazy schedule I have planned for exercise and eating.


I've had a cold for almost 2 weeks.  I was told for people with Lupus, it takes an extra 10 days to get rid of a cold.  Thanks!  I'm not allowed to take any additional drugs for my cold according to my doctor.  So, I've been taking lots of vitamin C, and hoping this helps.  I need to get rid of this damn thing now!

I'm looking forward to giving blood for the first time in years.  I know that sounds strange but it is so normal.  I like normal.  I hope they don't send me away.  That would be painful for me emotionally.  I'm so used to needles that giving blood is not a big deal and I would love to help someone else.

Power

I look for strength in others to show me the strength in me.  I don't always have the energy to look within myself for this power.  I don't think its possible to always have this strength.

I hear the power of prayer is a strong way to find strength within.  I find it comforting and healing.  I looked up the definition of prayer and was a bit surprised.  It defines the prayer as always to G-d. Definition of Prayer: is an address to G-d or a G-d in word or thought.  I guess I'm more religious than I thought.  Maybe, religion is something I should learn and give it some thought. 

So what doesn't mix?  Deb + tennis ball + stairs = watch out world!  I was doing some chores going up and down the stairs.  Daisy thought it was playtime, and decided to bring me the tennis ball at the base of the steps.  I stepped on the tennis ball, and thump!  I was down for the count...and Daisy was no where to be found.  If she could talk, she would be laughing. 

Daisy and the tennis ball stopped me from doing my workout.  My knee, my ankle, my foot, and arm are bruised.  I'll figure out something else to do tonight.  I have to finish sorting my jewelry, making the bed, put away the laundry.  I'm sure I'm missing something on my list.  I was looking forward to my first Pilates class.  Bummed.